Monday, September 29, 2003
Wandering, alone and feeling cold,
with no light, no air,
I'm choking, gasping,
wish someone could save me.
Had my prayers been answered,
cos it just seemed so true.
An angel came right before me,
she took me right out of the blue.
She was floating just like a feather,
her skin was like silk.
Suddenly I could breathe again,
suddenly, gone was all the hurt.
She started crying,
and I wondered why.
I wished I could help her,
but she couldn't let me try.
The lights had already come on,
the sun was about to shine.
But suddenly clouds were again forming,
and suddenly, there was darkness again..
Dedicated to Miss F. thought that you were strong...
NuZ
Monday, September 29, 2003
Friday, September 26, 2003
Why do I always meet beautiful, wrong people...
and fall for them..juz to be hurt again.....
NuZ
Friday, September 26, 2003
Looking around me,
Lovers cuddling,
Lovers kissing,
Loving each other,
Wish I could be like them,
Oh, I envy them so...
NuZ
Friday, September 26, 2003
I wished I can have someone to talk to,
someone who'd love me, miss me, be there for me,
share her problems with me, spend time with me, never get bored of me,
love me and accepts me for who and what I am.....
Too bad such persons don't exist.
NuZ
Friday, September 26, 2003
Thursday, September 25, 2003
Swimming across the ocean,
oh so pretty the sight.
Swimming, endlessly but with purpose,
though the purpose seems so tight.
Beautiful fish surrounded me,
some were morays,
very few wrasses,
and many left to be with the masses.
NuZ
Thursday, September 25, 2003
I wonder what the best thing is
To have a face or to have charm?
Well, my girl's twofaced and she's a fartalarm
I'm not blind and i do have nose
But i don't wanna use it now
I rather try to follow my heart this time
Good looks, it makes me nervous
I need someone who's not perfect
It's you, you're overweight and lovely
Yes, it's true, a pig in walking shoes
You drool every time we kiss, i must say you rule
I'm falling in love with you
I know that all those trendy girls
Would leave me when i'm broke
And also be disgusted if i smoke, no joke
I don't want no model
Unless she has a major body
Just an ounce of human touch, i realize it's a killercrush
I'm dancing, i'm overjoyed
I took a chance on you cause i wanted some romance
To and now i'm happy as can be
Cause this supersized woman means all to me
(Song by Millencolin)
Thursday, September 25, 2003
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
The people whom I know,
they come and they go.
It's just like the falling rain,
too much of it causes pain.
But when the season's hot and dry,
they will pray for rain and even cry.
And to those I've loved and cared,
once they no longer need my help, they won't be there.
And when I need someone to talk to,
they'll be too busy to spare the time..
too busy..even when I die...
NuZ
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
Chump
Once again I fucked things up,
and now I've lost you for sure.
Cos I let everything out of the box,
and things that you've endured.
Why did I ever act so irrationally,
why did I hurt you again.
It's just that I made a mistake so silly,
something I should refrain.
And now that you can't forgive me,
and things will now change.
And I hate myself for everything,
I wished that I was dead.
I am the biggest mistake in your life,
and I guess it's all true.
Cos I never gave you the space you wanted,
just because I was too afraid to losing you.
NuZ
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
You broke Me
When you break your promises,
too many a times.
You smashed my heart to pieces,
and I know it's not a crime.
When you break your promises,
I wonder if other things were true.
When you gave me those kisses,
when you told me "I love you"
When you said that you missed me,
do you really mean it?
Did you miss me so dearly,
or just out of sympathy instead.
NuZ
Tuesday, September 02, 2003