phew~ been working my arse out for the past two daes... oh yah..now, working at the fitness ctr at ritz carlton. phew~ tiring sia... but after getting my pay....it was worth it.. :)
soo many types of people...and i got a 10 bucks tip from a german guest...heh heh..lucky me!! :P
anyways...wun b working todae... goin clarke quay flea mkt later (duhz~) heh heh...tomorrow all the way to thurs..will b working...then skip two daes...then sundae..work again..whoa...nice..money money money!!!
:P
till then,
"Work is a necessity for man. Man invented the alarm clock."
-Pablo Picasso
later days!
NuZ
read someone's work at http://allpoetry.com
written by Dark Shadow from New York
Cupid hit me with his arrow
now i hit him with my fist
The piercing of his god damned arrow
Ive now had enough of this
Cupid hit me with his arrow
And each time ripped it back out
Now i stab him with his arrows
As i open my lips and shout
Cupid hit me with his arrow
So i stab him in reply
How does your arrow feel within your flesh
"OH GOD JUST FUCKING DIE"
Cupid hit me with his arrow
And i just completely fell
Went from inconceivable happiness
to my own unbearable hell
Cupid hit me with his arrow
His lips now drawing their last breath
How does your arrow feel within you
Slowly bringing you to death
Cupid hit me with his arrow
But this wont happen anymore
Last time you removed your fucking arrow
My heart ripped out and was no more
Cupid hit me with his arrow
Heart now shattered on the floor
Any hope for life or love was lost
And went right out of the door
When cupid hit me with his arrows
He didn't seem to see
That once you broke my heart for good
You broke all the good in me
So i now took cupids arrows
And I shoved them in his head
Never should of fucked with me cupid
Because now cupid and love are dead
i got my license!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally!!! can ride a moto!!!! hahaha...couldnt believe it at first.... 8pts!!! i onli got 8 demerit pts!!! am i good or wat?!! thank God!! hahahaha yes ah.. :P
well..soo happy....duno wat else to write...:P
something i read on the web..interesting...
The true origins of skinhead culture does not have racist overtones, but is based on pride in one's self, self discipline and working class ethics. Through all the bad stereotypes and press reports, the traditional non racest skinhead culture is as popular today than ever.
The origins date back to the 60's in England, where founding skins frequented reggae clubs. They were generally working class males who wanted a diffrent life style than that of the hippies, or mods of the time. In England during the 70's, high unemployment and high intake of immigrants caused much distaste for some Britons. These feelings were also felt in the skinhead community, which in effect split them into two general groups, traditional skinheads, and neo-fascist skinheads.
so..if u r a skin..wat r u? and..interestingly..based on self discipline, pride...but why do the kiddos who r skins..lazy, an eyesore to the society and really..an arse....because they followed the crowd and never actually study the background of skin....interesting yah
got my exclusive transformers yesterdae..arrived from U.S...kind of cool.... on the road to complete my sideswipes... she got her fone back from her cuz..... b4 tat..wrote somethin...
This feeling, I have now,
I just can't explain it,
Can't explain how...
I just miss you so much,
I just didn't know why.
My heart's full of patches,
cos many had made me cry.
I was afraid to love again,
cos many wore masks.
But you could just take away this pain,
and I thought this would last...
So when you suddenly disappear,
into the darkness.
I felt that my end is near....
and again came my weakness..
I was afraid to love again,
cos many wore masks..
and even though some could ease the pain..
I was still afraid..afraid to trust...
NuZ
something i wrote..in the middle of the night..yesterdae..
Lonely night is here again.
No laughter nor giggles,
just pure sadness and pain...
I wonder where you are,
and what you are doing.
But I hope you aren't far..
coz i realised what i've been mising..
I've been waiting for a message,
a note or a call...
But I know what I am..
cos maybe, I'm not important at all..
Maybe you did not want me to worry.
Maybe you did not want to see me uptight.
But "no assumptions", that's what you told me,
cos I'm so damn worried, everyday, every night....
Please tell me you're ok.
Please tell me you're fine..
Just a call or a note..
and help me clear my mind..
Is this lonely night,
here to stay?
Cos nothing's been told and said..
and you might just fade away....
LiL AnGeL
From
NuZ
Man utd won the FA cup...3-0
i din go to the Big Walk....
still dunno if she's ok....sighz....
lonely nights....lonely days again.....
NuZ
enjoy the song...
my angel is at the hospital..i hope she is well...
Life’s unfair.
That’s what most say.
I didn’t believe it at first…
Till something happened today.
Why do bad things,
happen to good people?
Why do I cry,
When all this happened..
I prayed for your health
I wished you well,
I longed for the day,
To make you smile.
I can never smile,
without you
And I can’t be high,
Without hearing you.
Why must bad things
Happen to good people?
You told me not to worry,
But you’re heading to the hospital!
I have to be strong,
And not to cry about this.
But I’m not strong enough
Coz tears are trickling down my face…
LiL AnGeL
from
NuZ
Please help her God....
Ever since the poem was written,
there were no longer sparks.
Nor words that should be spoken.
There was nothing that you miss.
Not even a perfect greeting,
nor any goodnight kiss.
Was i wrong to make a statement?
About my feelings within.
Or should I have just kept everything shut
and let the pain seep in.
I miss you now,
and i'll love you forever.
But I couldn't make a vow,
cos you'll believe me never....
LiL aNgeL
From
NuZ
Staring into the skies above,
No stars, no moon,
Just the thought of you, my love.
The skies above me,
So dark and gloom.
The feelings mirror in my heart,
I’m feeling so agonizing and blue.
Tonight isn’t the same
Without you by my side
Why do I miss you?
Do I love you that much?
Staring into the gloomy skies ahead
And I felt so cold.
I need you by my side now
I’ll even need you when I’m old.
Surviving in this gloomy weather
Though a night seems like a hundred years
I wish you were here next to me
And I’ll keep you away from your fears.
Should I hope for tomorrow?
To hear your voice again?
To make my presence felt
And drive away my pain…
LiL AnGeL
From
NuZ
That smile,
your beautiful smile.
Why did i let jealousy take over,
and let it made you you cry?
Those eyes,
your big gorgeous eyes.
They can never deceive,
nor tell any lies.
That voice,
your sweet lovely voice.
Isn't the only reason ,
why your number is my number one choice.
I've never seen that smile,
nor have I seen those eyes.
But I have now missed that special voice,
and made me realised, that i have hurt her,
and made the biggest mistake of my life....
LiL aNgel...
from
NuZ
hot day !!!!!!!!!!! wah piang eh.... nice dae to go to the beach..but spore beach?? nah.... wun..haha...unless its changi beach..can swim..wahhh....dun like pool..hate the chlorine level..damn
got mi a venom toy last sudnae at the flea mkt.. nice....for onli 5 bucks!! and got my bro another transformers for also 5 bucks!! ain't i a good bro?..awww..... heehee... last 2 weeks saw the mayo for sale..yesterdae also..haha..tok bout the more vintage..the more ex..the mayo price tag has gone up to 12bucks!! hahaha... anyways..sold some of my toys..managed to raise a hundred plus plus.. ;) weeeeee!!!
got something else also..but cannot b said here..later pple jealous.haha..and juz now got another one...also cannot tell..later pple jealous..hahah...
anyways.. been coping quite well..i guess :)
anyways..my sizzy left mi tis quote..quite long la.. :P sorrie siz..
"good judgement bears good experience.. but its those bad judgements dat teaches experience in life.."
-Sizzy Aishah
later days ya
NuZ
by the way..got a new link..SeLLi!!! check her bloggie out peeps ;) enjoy her song..rastaman...hahah
my GoDsiZ got a Date!!!!
yeap..she's enjoyin her dinner wif my future GoDbro in law....man..kind of long..hahaha
anyways...kind of spooky...she saw my pic..and she could read mi!!! aarrgghh!! help!! haha...all the things she saed...are true!! OMG!! if onli the girls whom i used to luv and care..could do the same..waahhhh... heehee... wait long long..anyways..hmm... yah.. wanted to write somethin abt mi tt she saed..but..mayb not now la..mayb tonite..i draft it out.. ;) then i write...
hmm..mayb when i get my license n bike..can go riding wif my God bRo in law yah..haha..tho he riding an african twin...ok..so i no choice but get a phantom instead of a scoot..darnz.. 200cc mah...no choice... biggest for a class 2b..and wif clutch n gear... ahha...
anyways..found out tt the bloody banks din wan to place ATMs in my school..wat the fuck?!!! i mean...my school...??!!! most of the students are rich fucks!!! Goddamn!! God! got a classmate who rides a harley..and drives as well!! most of my classmates drive.. hell most of the people own their bloody cars!! wat the hell??!! and they din wan to put a bloody ATM??!! geez!
tts life uh?..sheesh... SIM..heh..at least the peeps beat the pple from NTU, SMU and NUS in a competition..haha..and its not the test of strength..but wits ;) cool.... c la..produce more bitches..n tis is wat u get.... NUS..NTU..heh..lucky cannot go in.. :P
i'm bad aren't i..hahahaha
hmm..i guess tts all for todae...cant wait to c my sizzy online tomoro...wanna hear the juicy bits bout her date ..heh heh
till then,
i shall leave u wif her quote..
"True frens are what you keep in the forefront of your minds.. and at the recesses of your heart"
- my Godsiz Aishah
later daes!
NuZ
read the papers yesterdae... one of the gym guys, vincent was in it..abt the keeping fit thingy..haha..we call him the leanest man in hougang area..n yeah..he is..haha..no need to flex.. ;) now waiting for johnson to go in the papers.. :P
till now still habent kol mi for gym...damn
went clarke quay yesterdae...saw the most weirdest thing at the flea mkt!!!! a Mcdonald's mayo in packet for $5!!!!!!!!!! wat the fuck!!??!?!!
wasn't many stuffs...for guys la..more for girls yesterdae...many stalls selling books.. bags..scarfs..shirts..slippers...aarrgghh!!! they can sell it somewhere else la..i mean.. do we need 5 bloody stalls selling tt kind of stuff??? sheesh.... goin again next sundae... selling my transformers and my spawn(finally!!!). then mayb saturdae meeting tis kl guy who is interested in my fren's toy... wah..bz weekend..haha... business man :P (yeah rite!)
anyways...visited my yaii n nyaii yesterdae.. my yaii is ok la...he still toks dunno wat..heehee....but when we tok bout money..he will b veri attentive!! sheesh...
but he's ok...he's healthy la..not like last time..my granny also la.. at least they dun quarrel anymore like they used to.. :)
anyways..tts it for the sundae...
till then,
NuZ
got my LOTR ring yesterdae!! and my Venom Kubrick. nice...saw one of my Medic camp mate also at jurong east! cool....he's now working at a pharmacy...dunno where..he hheh...
anyway, passed the stuff to ada.... and i felt sooo weird...imagine... giving somethin to a crush and then..she's actualli witing for another person..whom i tot was fetching her..as in fetch in a car!!but then.. aiyah..felt awkward. when i pased her the stuff...i quickly went away la...and it was kind of sad..but haha..i played my discman again..suddenly my song 'creep" came on. i was like "whoa...wat the??!!!" but i juz walked la...reallie reallie felt awkward... but watever la...i saw her smile..when she received tt...she wanted it soo darn bad...luckily it reallie fits her finger...phew~
soo...her smile.... :) it was nice to c tt......the last time i'm gonna c tt..i guess..in real life..
the hug,
she gave...
but it stiil kept mi in the dark...
the smile...
although it could b my last to c..
was still worthwhile...
till then,
NuZ
anyways..my newly founded siz aishah..wanna find a date..heh heh..anyone noes any 26+ yr ol guys who is single and wanna go out.. lemme noe okies? ;)
i'm doin tis for her la..haha
NeW LoVe??
whoa..i think i'm in luv...wif the lotr ring...and also..the marvel heroes kubrick...darn nice..getting one tis sundae..i hope.. hmmm...
oh...got a toy for my bro..ahha...no more feeling bad bout selling the other one..phew~
and oh..i got my former crush's email addie!!! waaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mikuni Sabrine Gani..ooo...she was surprised and shocked !! haha...she din think she could tok to mi anymore!!! haha.. well surprise surprise!! she's in san francisco for her master in biz..damn..no fair..i still haf yet to get my bachelor...its ok...slowly..but surely.. heh heh... i gave her my no. and she's visiting Singapore in june!!! cooool...hopefully can meet up.. yeah...i actualli never hang out wif her b4..onli in school... ooo...tat one also..coz of prefect meeting..darn...i always wanted to do duties wif her...but always cannot..haha.. loser :P
anyways..yah..she visiting spore b4 goin back indon ...wah... cant wait
anyway, princess ada is happy, princess tasha has gotten her car...she's happy... princess ely...i dunnoe..stressed out wif studies n werk i guess...guess she's happy also..everyone's happy.. :) tts good...
i'm juz living life..day to day... like a peasant
till then
i'm waiting for the arrival of the rings tomorrow!!!
NuZ
"If promises are meant to be broken, then we are all born to be liars"
-NuZ
DaTe wItH a PrInCeSS
went for a movie wif ada...yes...adawiyah!!! waaaaa...it was cool... :) watched "win a date with tad hamilton"
think the hero..was a bit like mi..onli diff...he ends up wif the girl he truly luved..heehee...mushy ending....damn
ada has changed..i mean her hair la..haha.. :) and her smell..hmm....yupz.... haha...
its like..finally!! we went out for a movie..well..we were to watch a movie together since like dunno when..always ended up shopping instead..haha.. soo..yeah...cool..furthermore..she's the miss popular la..soo..tis kind of thingy...like once in a lifetime.. :P
she has muscles on her arms now...haha.... poor u... u din even noe..or..u acted u din noe.. :P either way..its ok ;)
anyway..watever la.. it is nice havin her around..tho i noe..cant b more than frens la.....
anyways.. tt was yesterdae..now...back to my usual life again..witing for johnson to sms mi when he's goin to the gym again..damn.been carryin wts at home onli...aarrgghh...i need machines!! torture!! haha...well..mayb not the torture part :P
sold my transformers...n found out..my younger bro actualli wanted to buy tt from mi!! oh man..i feel soo guilty... but i promised him i will buy him one in june.... now... to sell off my frens toy..he told mi to sell for him..n i got a buyer..from kl...interesting.. :) meeting him mayb in two weeks time :)
anyways.... gotta pay someone my lotr ring....i fell in luv wif the ring at first sight...heehee..sooo pretty!!
anyways...back to my
normal life now..and..yah...man utd lost the crown to bloody
ARSEnal
till then,
NuZ
"Patience, n. A minor form of dispair, disguised as a virtue."
-Ambrose Bierce, The Devil's Dictionary, 1911
