12midnight, 10 Jan 2005....my uncle living in JB passed away. It was sad to see him go..he was always talking to me about education, on how to being successful...he always gave me inspiration to strive hard, moving on with my studies...and he kept reminding me that education is a lifelong journey....it never ends..until the day when you go back to God-that's what he always reminded me...
he used to talk to me about metaphysics, about the struggles of life, the things that we young people take for granted.....i will always remember him as a great motivator....his absence in my family lives will be greatly felt....
today...was the most difficult day of my life...trying to fight back my tears from falling.....
May we always remember that we should appreciate our elders now that they are still with us..... they have gone thru things much worse than we do.....
someone, whom i seldom see...but when we meet..made an impact in my life...went away...and i had to fight back my tears......i hope...i would be able to hold back my tears...if people much dearer to me...were to go...
i reallie reallie appreciate that my parents are still here todae....pls let them have a long and healthy life.....
NuZ
"...nothing in life is predictable....you should always expect the unexpected and be strong to face the circumstances...."
woot.... 2005 oredi... many things happened....tsunami..the deadly tidal wave tt killed thousands on 26th dec 2004.... and some fuckers still celebrated the new year at Sentosa.... some assholes they are....a moment of silence only does not constitute respect to the dead....
anyways, started my degree programme....with Law of Securities and Finance...damn....boring.. but wat the heck...paid 5k++ for this....
am gonna start my new collection of toys..now focusing more on black transformers...i noe they are expensive...but then again...they are exclusives!! heehee... sold off my old toys...some at the flea market..oh yah..i had my 1st stall there with my bro n his frens..thanks to my senior kamalia. :)
anyways...2005....i still dun understand why pple celebrate the new year with dancing and singing and drinking....it's not tt u will go to heaven as yrs go by....it's not tt you will strike 4D every time there is a new year...it's not tt you will get lower taxes..or stability of income or employment..
there is still uncertainty out there in the REAL world....
you are still faced with the same shit on different days.....
as a yr goes by....we haf wastd that time....and tt time..can never be returned for better usage.... like mi now..i am wasting tis time...typing my views on this... sheesh...wat the hell...
anyways...watever the reasons are...haf a great 2005... and the following years to come... may wat u do tis yr..is better than wat u did in previous years..and remember..
a year gone..is a year closer to death...
NuZ