hmm...went gym wif jaja todae...
it was fun...but i dunno if she had fun too....then after tt..we went our separate ways..told mi she had to go home cos she was goin to her aunt's hse...
well..when i reached hm..she kold n saed she wanted to eat the sliced fish noodles...soo...we went to jp banquet...
initially she din wan to..and wanted to cancel the idea..but hell..i told her...tt i wanted her to go....
when she asked mi why..i juz told her..tt i missed her....n juz wanted to see her again....
for the first time....she giggled at my comment....*phew*
well..we did go to jp...she had her noodles...i had my popiah..din haf any appetite actualli..but she wanted mi to eat somethin...soo..i got tt since it was lite...
then she rode off to her home b4 goin out wif her parents to her aunt's hse...
mi?..i went to hougang to collect my supplements....my first supplements.....now to get a water bottle...hmmm....
anyways..i hope things wld be better between mi n jaja everyday......she wans to lose wt...soo...think goin to the gym wld b great..maybe one dae..i could juz convince her to go to a park to jog.....
well..guess tt's all bout it....my parents juz got back frm terengganu...my bro got engaged...n mi?..as normal...tryin to not be myself when i'm wif her...trying not to laugh at my own jokes..tryin to think b4 i sae anythin..n not laugh it off alone when i realised tt i made a stupid sentence....issh....
ok..tt's all bout it then...
cheerios!
NuZ
hmm..got my results frm the mail todae..
made it thru!! yay!!
heh..neways..went to the new flea market at china sq central...ok ok ah..not tt bad...a lil more spacious...
shld haf more stuffs la...but nah....
anyways..took some pics of the place.. :)
tis big cock...heh...made of bottle caps..
oh..then mi n my forum fren went to dobhy ghaut and walked frm P.S to orchard on our toy hunt...n we found out tt there was a change of guard ceremony...soo..managed to snap tis when we juz came out frm somerset's john little...
neways...guess tt's all there is for todae..
jaja....missin u always...
NuZ
juz got back frm watchin madagascar....wif tis sweet girl....siti hajar....
sighz.....at first..all was heaven......till the dae when we met for the 2nd time....
she was soo cold towards mi....veri.....sighz.....
i cant be mushy..cant be nice.....dunno wat she wans mi to be.... :(
anyways....been few daes tt we met each other....n she is like....cold one min..and fine the next few seconds..... i dunno..... sighz....
i luv her.....she asked mi why i never go out wif other girls..i mean..geez! i oredi haf her!! y shld i go out wif other girls???? like duh~!!!
fuck sia....maybe she luvs mi...maybe she doesnt....maybe she's testing mi....maybe she wans mi out of her life!...sighz....
anyways....the show was good.....but she wasnt good towards mi....
why cant she tok to mi like when we first met?...why cant she tok to mi when the animals on madagascar made jokes and she laughed n toked to mi bout it??!! why??!!!
sighz.....
can't show my feelings towards her i guess....
i dun need a gf....i need someone to be wif and spend the rest of my life with!!!
i need her.....
if i am in ICU..she is my life support system...
if i am a plant..she is the sunlight and rain...
if i am dead....she would be happy......i guess....
sighz...watever..... :( i juz cant live to luv i guess...
she juz dun trust mi.......
i noe...i'm juz plain ugly....tt's why....
she fucking hates mi....
NuZ
