Saturday, September 24, 2005
was working juz now...din haf enuff sleep..kept waking up..dunno why...
she smsed mi early at 0335hrs..to inform mi n of coz..her other frens that she has changed her number...well..thanks for the info...but 0335hrs...wayyy too early..and i had to wake up at 4am..aaaarrgghh!!!!!!!!!!!
well..it's ok....werk was ok...helped open a coconut for my colleague using a stupid hammer...and then i hit it on the floor..and poof! there u haf it...coconut flesh!! haha..
yesterday, stayed back in school for a while... imran saw mi...
Imran: Hey..not going home yet?
Me: Nope...(while reading my notes)
Imran: Waiting for your girlfriend uh?
Me: No la...i'm meeting someone at boon lay later to collect my toy (and thought for a while)...and I don't have a girlfriend!
sighz.....maybe it's time I get myself one....but....then again.... girls will normally fall for sweet talkers...not some honest me..sighz...i'd rather say something face to face...i like means i like..no questions asked.....
anyways..celibation is the word...for now... can't trust girls nowadays....sheesh!
Got myself this new limited in production transformers toy for 80 Sing....
been a while since i last visited China Sq Central....todae's quiet..coz it's a saturdae...i miss those sunday flea markets..cant wait to visit it again....
Sold my Japanese Exclusive Transformers for 100...and used the money to buy my new transformers for 80....
missed out on a few black repaints..darnz...
NuZ
Saturday, September 24, 2005
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
been a while since i wrote somethin here....
been a while...since pple misunderstand mi...sheesh!!
i was only saying yer name was glamourous!! not the same attitude with another person!!
sheesh..some people...guilty conscious...
anyways....there's this "flea market" in my school..interestingly...someone sold toys...yupz...
i got my black transformers there today....luckily din get it from yahoo auction..it was from the same person...got it for 15 bucks..instead of 20 on his auction
werking tomorrow..next week my final week..before my big exam break...sheesh
NuZ
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
When I first saw you,
I wondered what is your name.
But one thing came to my mind,
You may not love me anyway.
As I found out more about you,
and I missed you night and day.
But it doesn't somehow,
coz you wouldn't love me anyway.
It doesn't matter if I cry a river,
or when blood replaces my tears.
It doesn't matter what I say,
coz you couldn't love me anyway.
And now I've learnt the truth,
the secret feelings revealed.
no matter whatever I did,at the end of the day..
You have never loved me anyway.
Maybe I should take my leave,
and start walking away...
coz even if i waited a thousand years..
you will never love me anyway...
NuZ
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
I'm juz a passerby in your life.....
even the wind blows....the touch can be felt....no matter how gentle...
even a shadow..can be seen.....
me?...i was invisible...n i was sitting right in front of you and that guy!!!
wat the hell?? you were both soo close....soo mushy...he even can sae he missed you on the fone?? he even can sit so close to you...i feel so sick now...i wish i can die.....i wish i'm dead..then i wouldn't be a burden to you fairuz...
i haf never seen you soo happy when someone else is around....i have never seen that serious look..when you see me coming towards you....and you can even say that i am being rude for not saying bye to your friend??? My God!! how could i?? you were both bz joking to each other..talking to each other!! i feel like an outsider for God's sake......
Kamal...yea....someone like you would be wiof a guy wif that kind of name....Kamal..Majid...maybe a Barak would come by too....
Yunus is juz not glamorous a name to be wif...especially for pple like you Fairuz....
NuZ
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Friday, September 09, 2005
long day it was today.....met up with fairuz,.......i had my 2 ciggies..thanks mir and doug for the ciggies....was depressed....
after school..i stayed back in school with fairuz...we talked..yeah...i realised...it was entirely my fault....i'm so sorry.... :(
and it came as a shocking news to doug...when he found out we kinda had this misunderstanding..he asked if we were actually both together....well..i told him..we weren't.....well..he told me that we looked liek a couple already.... i wish this was true... :(
fairuz...i hope things go back as they were....I need you by my side...i miss that smile....i miss that laughter when we were together....and..i miss you....if a day without you could fill my heart with misery...a week..would be worse....a month..would be disastrous...a year..would be a catastrophe....a lifetime.....i mite as well die....
i hope things would work out between us.....
From NuZ to Fairuz
"never give up on the person you truly love" .....i wun give up...
Friday, September 09, 2005
went to watch red eye just now with fairuz....it was nice :)
i watched it the 2nd time oredi. heh.... anyways, we had nachos and sprite in the cinema...
funni...i was soo nervous that i forgot i placed my tix in my bag!! and i was frantically searching
for it in my pocket while fairuz was there standing..and asking me not to play around....
at the cinema..fairuz suddenly asked me.."is it because that you were nervous?".....well..yeah.....i
mean..sitting there....side by side....gosh...dun you know i have feelings for you??!!! of coz i'm so
damn nervous!!!
anyways....the fone kept ringing after the movie.....and i was left "neglected" ....sobz....
then in the end....whle fairuz was still on the fone...i decided to take off...said bye by juz waving
my hands...and juz entered the mrt stn...sighz.....
i'm so sorry i din gif an appropriate good bye.....i juz...miss you....i juz....wan you for myself
only......i need you.... why dun you ever understand...... :(
i guess..jealousy got the best of mi..i guess... sigh.......once again....i'm sorry.....i wish...i could hug
you......and hold you tight.......
i love you fairuz....
NuZ
Friday, September 09, 2005
