Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Alone,
Heart's torn apart.
That's how you knew me,
Right from the start.
You showed me light,
Showered me with your love.
You mended my broken heart,
I thought you had broken the curse.
You were like an angel,
who descended from above.
Skin as smooth as feather,
You were my dove.
You were just too perfect,
no flaws at all.
Even your lies were worth it,
that they even made me crash and fall.
You were an angel,
who came out of the blue.
You brought with you a sickle.
And tore my heart in two.
You left me empty frames,
and photos torn apart.
Empty promises soon came,
I should have known from the start.
NuZ to aIn
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
tired...went to the flea market at china sq central just now..had my latest haul of starwars
figurines
well..how much i spent? let's see...3 shock troopers...54bucks...1 commander bly
20bucks..1orange clone trooper..20bucks..preordered 2 more orange troopers..36...hmm..
130bucks?..wow...heh..now that i realised it.
well.cant wait for the other 2 clone troopers to arrive...building an army of clones from the movie
Revenge of The Sith...
shopping to keep my mind off the failure of my recent relationship...thankfully iahve my forum
members to be with me. it was great fun with them around :) no worries, no troubles.. wish
things were liek they were b4..during the clarke quay days ...
anyways..my lil bro went to watch the rugby 7s...he had his hair coloured by his teacher..his
school were supporting england..so he had his hair sprayed the colours of the england
flag ...nice..haha
well..having my last test tomorrow..shesh! hope can make it.
till then...
i'm healing the wounds that she left me with....i've got anger,
vengeance in me..
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
040406....juz as the first 4 numbers show...0404...
die die in chinese....bad luck....yesterday's
date..
she called me, then told me her dad called her, sounding angry and wanted to speak to her but
was held up on something.
then came the bombshell. She smsed me this:
"U! My dad da kol again. N he said he dun wan me 2 haf ani relationship wif any guy now..Dia nk
i tumpukan perhatian dgn skewl...He wants me 2 stop our relationship here...Dia tknk kita
contact lagi pun not even as a fren..I'm so sorrie can't do aniting nw..My abg pun da tau n he
disapproves us also..So sowie..N i'm glad 2 noe u n thanx for everythin
hope u wun hold it against me.. So sowie again.."
..."i cant(do anything) tis tyme teruk sngt..N afterall he's my dad..he's comin
here(granny's place) after werk so i hopewe dun contactanimore k..I takot dia pukol i plz
understand my situation.."
and that was it.....we broke up....
life ain't fair...juz when i tot things were
looking up...i
crashed down again...
i hate you mr noor!! a good relationship will never affect someone's studies. it's
your shallow
mindedness that'll affect it. btw..i'm sure she'll find someone new..when shcool starts again...i'm
sure..why dun you and your son stand by her
24/7!! much better right!!
i luvd her more than anything else....she
made my life complete.....she understands me!!..she
even dun mind my hobby!!(and it really is so
fucking difficult to find a girl with a mature
thinking like that!!)
for now....guess i'll hafta live my life..as a single next door guy again....who needs some soul
searching time...
exams are around the corner.....sighz....and by right...next tues..is our 6mths together....
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
