Am I your rain?
A little of me brings joy,
too much of me brings you pain..
Did I love you too much?
Did you not love it?
My love for you is never enough,
So please do not say that you wanted it dead.
I ruined your perfect days,
I ruined everything.
I hurt you in many ways,
I swear I didn't mean it..
I wish I could never see the world again.
Cos what's the use.
When I only brought you pain,
whenever you needed me the most.
I promise you my love,
I promise till I die.
That if I ever hurt you again,
you'll be free to fly...
But I'm not perfect,
I'll never be.
And it'll hurt me so bad,
that I'd rather see myself bleed.
I can swear by my soul,
that I will bleed.
Even when we grow old,
You'll always be a part of me...
I'm sorry my love, for hurting you..I hope things will work out for us..and we'll be as we were before....I'll work hard for that..
NuZ
Yesterday night,
felt so long,
The night when i cried,
coz i was in the wrong.
Never did I realised,
I had given you my word.
And even tho everything's settled,
It was you I have hurt..
I'll remember this day,
Tho you told me to forget.
I'll never repeat the mistake,
It's a promise that I'll make...
I dun ever wanna lose you,
I dun wanna make you cry.
And if I ever intentionally do,
let me be struck by something and die..
Sayang...i'll make sure, that i'll never say things that i'd do for you when i may never be able to do. i wan things to work out better for us. I love you so much.
I dun mind myself being hurt, but seeing myself hurting you in one way or another, intentionally or not, is something i wanna work on. i wanna see u smile, hear your laughter, see you happy...
I juz Love You soo much....
NuZ
